What’s next?
This is the question that’s been in my mind and in the minds of my squad mates for quite a while now. In fact, it’s the question that has permeated my soul for years. It seems as though I am always wondering what the future holds. Discontent with today and obsessed with tomorrow. The difference this time is I don’t believe I am discontent with today. Sure, sometimes I get carried away thinking/dreaming about the future, but for possibly the first time in my life I believe I have found contentment in the present. Huge win for Connor lol!
It’s crazy to be in Romania with 55 days left on the World Race. At the beginning of this journey, I didn’t really think about the end, it seemed so far away. Now that it is so close, however, I find myself thankful for everything I have gained, while saddened that this particular chapter is coming to a close. I’m planning to write a blog about the things I gained through serving the Lord around the world for a year, for now, the treasure I want to tell you about is purpose.
This year, I gained purpose.
Seeking purpose has been my mission since graduating college in 2015. I was always wondering why I was plagued with discontent, why I felt disconnected, why I was obsessing about the future, and why I couldn’t seem to find fulfillment no matter what I tried. I was assuming purpose was found in what I did instead of resting in God. Something clicked in my understanding last year. I realized that I am God’s son and my purpose is to glorify Him… everything else is the icing on the cake. Wow! This was a huge step for me, and it was the first step towards a year of fulfillment.
One of the craziest and most exciting parts about this year is that I wake up every day connected to my purpose! I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing! Don’t get me wrong, the reason I’m connected to purpose is that I believe I’m supposed to do mission work, yes, but also because I am more connected to the Lord than ever before. It has come at a price, but when you seek the Lord and are hungry for intimacy, I believe He will lead you into it. That has been my prayer, and God has answered! Finding purpose and being fulfilled is an incredible result of being intimately connected to the Lord – the icing on the cake.
This brings me to THE BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!
The World Race is no small thing, but for me, it was only the beginning. The beginning of spending more and more time on the mission field. At age 13, God placed missions on my heart in a big way and since then I have been eagerly anticipating what that is going to look like. This past year it has been connecting to my purpsoe traveling to 10 (soon to be 11) different countries in 10 (soon to be 11) months doing missions the whole time. Next year – starting in September – it will be through being a GAP Year Squad Leader for W Squad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEEEEAAAAHHHH!!!!
1. What is GAP Year Squad Leading?
GAP Year is another World Race program run through Adventures In Missions for 18-21-year-olds. It is focused on college students for the purpose of giving them an opportunity to take a gap year to serve the kingdom of God while seeing more of the world.
As these young adults travel, squad leaders are assigned to their squad to lead spiritually, encourage the racers, give insight into life overseas, help with logistical operations, disciple these incredible individuals throughout their 9 months on the mission field, and more. I am going to be one of these Squad Leaders! WOOP! WOOP!
2. What are The Differences?
The differences between GAP Year and 11n11 (the program I am currently doing) are as follows:
- GAP Year is for 9 months (two months less than 11n11)
- GAP Year is a little more structured than 11n11. Because GAP Year is for 18-21-year-olds, having older squad leaders to offer guidance, leadership, and wisdom is so important. Adventures In Missions wants to utilize racers who have field experience and who know AIM’s missionary culture to influence and lead these young people through their World Race journey.
- GAP Year only goes to 3 different countries. Mine will be Guatemala, Ethiopia, and Thailand! This means that for 3 months we will be in Guatemala, then for the next three months we will be in Ethiopia, and for the final 3 months, we will be in Thailand.
- My GAP Year fundraising goal will be significantly less! Because the position I have accepted is a difficult and taxing one, AIM has lowered the cost to help support us as squad leaders. In future posts, I will give you more information about my fundraising goals.
3. When will You Leave?
The wild part of all this is that I will be departing for GAP Year right after I return home from my World Race. My GAP Year squad launches to the field in early September and I will arrive home from the World Race on August 28th. This means I will only have a few days to hug my family, enjoy Chick-fil-a once or twice, repack my things, and leave America again for just under another year.
4. WHY?
I could easily write seven more paragraphs as to why God is leading me into this decision, but the simple answer is just that… God is leading me to this decision. I am absolutely blown away, humbled, and thankful that God would lead me into continuing to serve Him full time on the mission field. It’s literally the most amazing thing when you see your calling take shape right in front of your very eyes. This is how I feel. I am ecstatic to pour into the lives of young adults, I am amazed at the opportunity to learn from and serve more cultures, and I cannot wait to continue deepening my relationship with the Lord!
Yes, there are some very tough sacrifices I will be making this time around. Saying goodbye for a year was easy enough for me… but then turning right around and saying goodbye again… wow, it’s going to be difficult. There will be tears, and there is already pain. I miss so many people so dearly, and I was looking forward to reconnecting with my loved ones thinking I would have nothing but time when I would return home. However, God’s kingdom work goes on and I am so blessed to be chosen for this task in this season.
Thank you so much for following my journey, for celebrating what God is doing in my life, for offering prayers, for being an encouragement, and for reading yet another blog.
I hope you will continue to follow along because we’re only just getting started!
5. Prayer
- Please pray for W Squad! This is a squad made up of 43 incredible young missionaries who have sooooo much potential to do amazing things for the Lord!
- Please pray for wisdom, wisdom, and more wisdom. I definitely want to take Solomon’s approach to leading in this capactity and say that I will need all of the wisdom I can get.
- Please pray for the leadership team. Right now our leadership team is me, Madie, Kyndal, Matt, and Kendra.
- Please pray for my family. Pray that God allows us to have some time together when I arrive home in just under two months and that they have grace to let me go for another year.
- Finally, please pray for the countries we will be ministering in: Guatemala, Ethiopia, and Thailand. Pray for protection, prepared hearts, and the Holy Spirit to continue moving in mighty ways!
Thank you so much and God bless.
Good news Connor and great step. Keep following, learning and growing!
Good news Connor and great step. Keep following, learning and growing!
I’m so proud of you Connor, and following your call! You will be absolutely wonderful in leading these young men and woman! I will be praying for your family and loved ones, for I know how they feel. It gives me peace as a mother knowing that my child is following the Lord. There is peace for your family knowing this Connor. We will be praying for you and your continuing journey with the Lord! Roar like a Lion! Love and prayers, Momma Starbuck
Connor I am so happy for you. I read everything that you write and love to hear it all. Your really a good writer. I went on a missions trip to Honduras and it is really life-changing. I was only gone for 12 days but it was an amazing trip. No one can be upset with you for doing what God has called you to do. I also pray that God will bring a beautiful young Christian woman into your life someday. You’re just too cute to be single all your life. LOL God bless you.
EEEK CON! So excited to see your official announcement. Literally SO STOKED FOR YOU AND WHAT GOD IS GONNA DO. Also, was hoping you’d be with Maddie and Kyndal! Also you are going to love Guatemala and Thailand. ugh. Two of my favorite places! So glad you’ll get to go there too! PROUD OF YOU EEEK 🙂
“I could easily write seven more paragraphs as to why God is leading me into this decision, but the simple answer is just that… God is leading me to this decision.” Hahaha! BRO! So excited for you. Such a good idea. You are going to make one amazing squad leader.
Dearest Connor, I read your blog with great anticipation and couldn’t wait to get to the “reveal” part. You are a kind, brave, upstanding, Christ loving young man, and I will pray for strength, guidance, and safe keeping for you and your fellow missionaries. It was a blessing to get to meet you last year when you visited with Kaylin’s family prior to launch. Kaylin’s plans to continue with the World Race then onto Spain was difficult to hear about but I finally see that it’s the will of God for her to serve Him wherever she is called. Please keep the blogs coming to me via FB. God bless you always! Judy Bennett
YEE FRIGGIN HAW!!
Connor, I am soo glad the suspense is over but it wasn’t exactly what I wanted to hear! ??HA No seriously, I am happy that you know exactly what God wants you to do and that you are going to do it! You are a blessing to many people and I will be praying for you and the next year of your adventure of serving the Lord! Love you Connor!
Connor for Nepal President!
Brother you are a blessing wherever you go and the people you meet.
I can’t believe how selfless you are in serving others sacrificially.
You poured out your all to Bless Nepal in so many areas and are still doing so by launching the pioneering of H22 TV for leaders in Nepal on YouTube.
A Big Big God bless you Friend Connor.
Rev Brian and Reshma Williams
http://www.tamiasia.org
As I was getting ready to pull up your blog I was thinking maybe his announcement was he was being called to Preach! Hey, it’s pretty close.. I am so excited for you and I know it’s a bitter sweet to come home and to leave again. I am sure your family misses you terribly. I also know they would want you to follow God’s will for your life.. I agree with the other lady.. I pray God will send you beautiful Young lady to share life with not only together but to serve God together… Prayers for you. Be safe!! Sending much love!!!
Gosh, the paragraph on purpose. So beautiful. I can’t wait to see how He continues to usher you into His wild design of life for you!
it’s wild to think about how much you have grown into recognizing your purpose and simply waiting on Him to tell you what’s next. You are gonna be such an incredible squad leader and I can’t wait to see what he does through your ministry in this next season!
Congratulations!! Will be praying for you and your team!
God is going to do even more amazing things through you during this time! Praying for your heart.
ahhhhhhhhh… I was SOOOOO excited when I heard this news! Connor, I’ll meet your squad at training camp in a few days (I’m alumni team leading X squad) and I am so ready to see who they are and what the Lord has planned for them. I am also so excited for you to be richly blessed by the nation of Guatemala. I am not biased to say this because it looks more like heaven every day. There is a revival happening there! Finish the Race strong! Spend quality time with your team. I’ll see you at launch, brother.